Mid-year examinations are approaching real fast.
It's a week before English and Chinese paper 1 and 2 weeks before the remaining papers.

So far, I've already missed 2 days of school.

I bet people are going like, "Hey, cm'on. Chill. It's just 2 days of school that you've missed out."

However, y'know what?
I'm like, "You think missing out 2 days of school is nothing?!"

C'mon, it's not just missing out 2 days of school.

To be more specific, it's missing out 2 days of school when mid-year examinations are approaching soon, in a blink of an eye.
I'm beginning to have fears and worry like wtfux.
I hate myself for getting sick when it's nearing the mid-year examinations. *sighs*

Oh well, what to do? It's not something that I can control..
Am I weird or whut?
Whenever people get sick, they'd be like "OH YEA, mc for today! No school!"

However, as for me, I'd go like "Damn this shit. I wanna go to school badly."

And yes, I've to admit that I've cried several times because of this. *sighs*
Could stress be a cause of all this shit that I'm going through?..

The stress level in me is definitely increasing as I get nearer to the days of mid-year examinations.

There's quite a number of things that I've missed out during my 2-days absence in school and it's adding onto my stress level.

I seriously hope that I'll be able to catch up with whatever I've missed out during my 2-days absence in school soon. *cross fingers*
When I said "soon", I means like, REAL soon.

I'm already rushing against time like:


Stress can never be something that we would be given a chance to say NO to.

?

Hah, since when we never felt stress before?

I mean like, we feel stress all the time regardless of whatever you do.

*sighs* Besides that, we can never really work hard to achieve what we want without stress.

It's like no stress = not good, too much stress = not good but moderate amount of stress = good.

I know time and time again, I've always emphasized about tests, academic results and etc.

However, my biggest problem is that I can't seem to get myself to be more focus.
Can anybody tell me how to get myself to be more focus?

I seriously want to do well in my mid-year examinations.

Alright, not just my mid-year examinations but every single tests or quizzes that I take.
I've a bad feeling about all the tests and quizzes that I've taken so far. (e.g. Biology test and Chinese test)
Am I really lagging behind or am I losing confidence in myself?
Argh, I seriously don't know what the exact answer is and it's frustrating. :(
I'm definitely not in the study mood even though mid-year examinations is approaching.
BUT!
I NEED TO GET INTO THE STUDY MOOD AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
I MUST GET MYSELF BACK UP ON MY FEET AND STRIVE HARD!
I'VE GOT NO MORE TIME TO WASTE.

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO START WORKING HARD AND STUDYING!

C'MON REGINE! YOU CAN DO IT! :D