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There's 2 sides of me, the emo and the hyper. Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go. The past is already a history. "The same girl who laughs and talks a lot and seems very happy is also the girl who may cry herself to sleep." ♥☺★☮♣

Friday, July 16, 2010

Maths -
Had our first Maths class test for term 3.
I fucking screwed it up. Nbcb. Zzz.
Damn fustrated with myself.
On the brighter side, at least, I know how to do some of the questions given.
No mood still.

English -
Had our first Vocabulary test for term 3.
I fucking screwed it up too. Zz.
Extra damn fustrated with myself. Argh!
No mood.

P.E -
Was raining so we can only used the hall for P.E lesson.
Those who failed certain stations of their NAPFA test had to retest.
Steffi, Joleen, Jia Shu and I didn't failed any of the stations so we just sat aside and watch.
I had no fucking mood at that time.
Got so damn stressed up and felt like crying.
Steffi tried to calm me down.
Oh well, she did calmed me down a little.
Thank you, Steffi! (L)
But I still had no mood. Sighs.

Recess -
Went down to the canteen to eat.
I remained quiet most of the time.
Fu Chu, Joleen and Jia Shu also found out that I'm damn moody.

Literature -
Continued doing our Literature worksheet.
My mood was fucking unstable then.
For I can keep quiet then laugh at the simplest thing. Wow.
Kept using Evan's flexible curve ruler to hit the table.
I felt like hitting and punching people to vent my anger on and all. Argh!
Asyraf and Evan both stated that I'm damn moody. Wth.
Is it so obvious? -.-

Geography -
Went to the MRL to do group work.
While Fu Chui and Steffi were surfing the net, I chit chatted a little with Joleen and Jia Shu till I felt like crying again. Zzz.
Then, I went to help them with the research to distract myself.

After school -
Went to the netball area to put my bags and other stuffs.
Waited for Wen Yu to come down then.
Went to Fico Hall to eat with Wen Yu at Pizza Hut.
Then, Wen Yu also realised that I was moody.
She stated that my mood was unstable because I can suddenly keep quiet and not say a single shit then suddenly start hypering for a few minutes and back to being quiet. Sighs.
Headed back to school.
Changed into our netball tee and we started shooting while waiting for netball training to start.
I couldn't shoot well at all. Zzz. Probably because of my fucked-uphorrible bad mood.
Then, we had a short netball meeting.
Training then started.
Neither Miss Koh nor Miss Soleha came to coach us today.
We were all by ourselves to train.
Warm-up > Court drill > Ball drill > Square drill > Figure of 8 drill > Defending the Secondary 1 netballs > Full-court game.
Training then ended.
Slowly during the netball training, my mood gotten slightly better and stable.
Home sweet home right after training ended.
Reached home and my mood gotten worse again.
Therefore, because of my fucked-uphorrible bad mood, I quarreled with Mummy over the littlest thing.
She obviously knew that I'm in a bad mood yet she still kept nagging at me even though I kept quiet all the while from the start.
Nice1 lah. My patience has its limits too, y' know. -.-
You're like starting the fire with me. Zzz.
When Daddy and Mummy kept quiet and not disturb me, I'm gonna keep quiet and not do/say a shit that will ruin their mood too.
Just. Leave. Me. Alone. And there will not be any quarrels or whatsoever shits.

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