Woke up at 12pm to bathe, prepare and etc. Headed to Jurong Point to meet Jia Shu and Joleen at 2pm. We had our lunch together at Kopitiam. We then headed bus interchange to look for Guan Yuan. Once we met him, we headed to take bus 192 to Jurong West Stadium. We went to book a badminton court for 3pm to 5pm. Even though it was still early, we went up to play. Jia Shu, Joleen and Guan Yuan were playing while I was simply sitting aside, watching them play. At about 3+pm, Hein Zaw and Lam Yi came and join us.

Things may be a little awkward but at least we smiled at each other and also talked a little even though it's just a sentence or two. I thought I was perfectly fine at first however, I was so darn wrong. While watching them play doubles, my flashbacks started. I'm so sorry about what I did in the past. I should have treated you better but now, it's too late to regret. I'm guilty for hurting you so much. However, if you loved me that much, you wouldn't have given up on me and trusted his damn stupid words. Sigh.

It was beginning to hurt so much that I just had to leave the badminton hall because I know that if I continued to stay there, it might get too unbearable that I might break down in front of them. I left the badminton hall for quite some time and stayed at the staircase by myself. I thought I had it all under control but I ended up sobbing at the staircase alone.

When I felt better, I headed back to the badminton hall. Jia Shu was asking where did I went and why I took so long to come back but I didn't utter a single word about it to her. Soon, Hein Zaw and Lam Yi left. He also lent Guan Yuan a badminton racket since Guan Yuan didn't had one. As the rest of them continued playing, I sat aside and watch them as usual. In the end, I ended up playing a little using Jia Shu's badminton racket. We had quite some fun as Jia Shu, Joleen and I were teamed up against Guan Yuan alone. Soon, we decided to stop playing and head back home. I took 179 home alone. Home sweet home aftermath.