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There's 2 sides of me, the emo and the hyper. Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go. The past is already a history. "The same girl who laughs and talks a lot and seems very happy is also the girl who may cry herself to sleep." ♥☺★☮♣

Friday, May 6, 2011

Yes, I know it's Friday today and it's supposed to be a school day for me but I'm still online now.
Well, even though it's a school day today, I'm not gonna go to school because I'm not taking Principle Of Account MYE paper so yea, it's needless for me to attend school today.
Horray for a rest day! :)
So yeah, basically it's gonna be a 4-days rest for me from today till Monday. Oh yeah~
However, sadly, it's not the end of Mid Year Examination yet. :(
8 papers are down but there are still 4 more to go! Huat ah!
I've a feeling that I have screwed up all my papers so far. *sighs*
Oh well, what-to-do.. It's pointless to keep thinking about it now because I can't change what has been done.
I'll just pray, hope and wish with my fingers crossed.

Recently, I've been down with quite a serious eczema reaction/infection for weeks and I'm still not recovering yet. :(
Screw it seriously. Thanks to eczema, my eyelids have been swollen for some time and my skin on my face, arms and legs are scaly. Fux this shit.
I seriously hope that it won't leave a permanent scar on my body.
Oh well, at least if there's scar, please fade away to not make it so obvious. :( *sigh*
I've been on medication for weeks already since I had my fever until now. Argh.
At the beginning of this week, my eczema reaction was getting better until yesterday when it reacted again.
Damn, I woke up from my sleep and both my eyelids were mad swollen.
Despite having swollen eyelids, I still had to attend school to take my Social Studies and Chemistry Mid Year papers.
So yeah, you can roughly imagine how much I've suffered while taking those Mid Year papers.
My eyes literally looked like it's closed. It's only half/quarter open.
Oh well, no choice uh, still have to go to school to sit for my Social Studies and Chemistry papers.
Until everything ended, it turned out that instead of it getting better, it has gotten worst as my cheeks had gotten red too.
Nonetheless, I still had to endure it until the end of Geography extra lesson.
I headed home straight after Geography extra lesson ended.
Mummy took an urgent leave and came back home to bring me to the doctor's.
I've visited the doctor for 3-4 times and I'm still on medication. *sigh*
In the end, I was referred to the National Skin Center and the earliest appointment will be next Friday.
Hopefully after my visit to the National Skin Center, I'll be fine again.
It's mad suffering to have this eczema reaction where everywhere seems to itch like hell.
I was told by the doctor and Mummy that I almost had asthma when I was 4-5 years old.
I couldn't remember anything about it though.
It's torturous to have eczema, sensitive lungs and sensitive nose. :(
*sighs*, I just hope to get well soon. *cross fingers*
I've been having a mad bad temper nowadays, thanks to eczema. Argh.
I don't want to have all these scars. :( Fade away please!

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