Fml. Fml. Fml. Fml. Fml.

I've just came back from having my E Maths paper 1 and fuck this damn shit.

I've totally screwed it up. Fuck.

I've already screwed up my E Maths paper 2 badly.
Just when I thought/hope/pray/wish with my fingers crossed that E Maths paper 1 will pull up my marks but guess what?

I fucking screwed up my E Maths paper 1 too. Zzz.

Fucking 10+ marks over 40 fly.

I know it's pointless crying over spilled milk but fuck, what else can I do?

I know it's pointless to keep thinking or whatever about it but I can't let bygones by bygones.

I can't fucking accept the fact. Argh, omg.

I've only 2 words to say for this Mid Year Examination: fucked-up.

I'm dreading to see my report card for this Mid Year Examination because I know that at the end of it, when I see my report card, all that I'll face is disappointment, disappointment and disappointment x37313746431.
I hate feeling all so useless and etc. *sighs*

Why can't I just fucking do well for my Mid Year Examination.
Damn, I oh-so-hate myself now..
E Maths is not the only paper that I've screwed up.

In fact, I've screwed up all of it. Zzz.

No mood for anything now. I can't even get myself to read up on Biology.
I feel like giving up and all. Fuck. Might as well give up, sua. Zzz.

Is this whole Mid Year Examination shit pulling me down, making me feel bad?

Or does it want me to accept the fact and start working hard x237289473242?

Yes, I know. In life, not everything goes the way you want it to be like.

Life is unfair and that's life but still, there are certain times when you just can't accept it right?

I know we have to accept certain things such as failure and move on with life in a better positive perspective.

But y'know what? It's easier said than done.
I see everybody working so hard for Mid Year Examination but here I am, doing nothing..

*sighs* I guess I'll just have to try and calm myself down before doing anything.

Fuck this shit, damn this shit. :(