Waddafuck.

I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME.
Now, it's the damn important End-of-Year Examinations for the Sec2 streaming exercise.
And guess what?
I think I screwed up most of my papers so far except for the last paper that has not been taken, which is Chemistry.
For Maths paper 1 and 2, I have to say that I'm fucking disappointed with myself. FUCK.
Due to my careless mistakes, my marks just flew away and never come back like that.
It's not just 1-2 marks that flew away. It's belardy more than that.
I'm so pissed off with myself. Fucked up max.
I seriously think that I wouldn't be able to get into an A Maths and Pure Science class already.
Darn it. I can dream on now.
Hope crashed, confidence crashed, everything crashed. -'-
I feel like I'm not myself during this whole End-of-Year Examination period.
So, waddafuck is wrong with me seriously? Sighs..
I think I should give up on the hope that I'll be able to get into the class I want.