Happy family? Ha-ha. Does it even exist?
I highly doubt so and even if it does, it's gonna be like once in I-don't-know how many years.
Even if I were to keep my mouth shut and let my mother nag at me without saying a single shit or what she calls, answering back at her, something will definitely happen somehow.
I keep my mouth shut because I was hoping that it wouldn't start the fire/fight.
For I know that if I were to answer back at her, a quarrelling session will definitely start.
But even with my mouth shut, nothing changes.
A quarreling session will still definitely start.
Daddy and Mummy quarreled yesterday and up till now, they are still having a cold war.
Even before their problem has a chance to be solve, I quarreled with Mummy.
Right now, the whole family is going on a cold war except for Daddy and I.
How "great" is this eh? What a "happy" family indeed right?
All I ever wanted was some peace.
Is it that bloody hard to just have some peace for the whole family to enjoy with?

Friends?
Friends come and go everytime.
I also supposed that true friends doesn't exist too.
There's no friend who is gonna be there with you forever and always.
It's like being on a MRT train.
They enter your life and leave at the very moment when they've reached their destinations.
Family?
They're the ones who are supposed to be there for you whenever your friends leave you but instead, they're the ones who are gonna screwed things up for you even more.
Tell me, just what the fuck is this bloody piece of shit?
I've come up with a conclusion.
Nobody's gonna stay in your life to be there for you always.
They'll always leave you someday, somehow.
In life, you can only depend wholely on yourself and nobody else.
How's that kind of life eh? Well, that's my bloody fucked up life.
It. is. just. a. piece. of. shit. -'-