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There's 2 sides of me, the emo and the hyper. Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go. The past is already a history. "The same girl who laughs and talks a lot and seems very happy is also the girl who may cry herself to sleep." ♥☺★☮♣

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Have you ever spared a thought for my feelings? No.
Have you ever respect me as your daughter? No.
Do you know why I always scream and shout at you?
It is because whenever I talk to you nicely, you wouldn't hear me out so, I screamed and shouted at you, hoping that you would listen to me, but fuck no, you didn't and even make things more worse instead.
You never gave me a chance to voice out and have my say.
You only view things from your side of your story and ignored mine.
Isn't that one-sided? It's bloody unfair for me.
Sometimes, you would even twist and turn the story and make things fucking worse.
After hurting me, you would still add salt to my wound.
Damnit lah. -'-
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Something happened at home before my parents and I went out to Sentosa Universal Studio at night.
Cried at home and throughtout the whole journey to Sentosa Universal Studio.
My eyes were extremely sore and red. Nice1?
Besides, I was crying with my contact lens on. .__.
I was still forced to go to Sentosa Universal Studio even with my screwed-up mood.
Ah, whateverz. Forget about it, I guess.
Anyway, after some time spent at Sentosa Universal Studio, my mood had gotten slightly better.
Walked around Sentosa Universal Studio and took pictures with my sulky face. -.-
After that, we headed elsewhere to have our late dinner.
Home sweet home aftermath.

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P/S: This chuck of words below is different from the first one above.

And you, yes, YOU.
I think you should know who I'm referring to.
Let me get this straight and clear.
If you think that that was what it was like, go ahead and keep having that kind of thought.
Hate and ignore me for all you want.
This will make things easier for you, I supposed.
Just let me be that bad person in your eyes.
I'm just gonna shut my mouth about that.
I'm not gonna speak the truth nor explain things to you.
What's the use of doing that anyway?
Even if I were to speak the truth and explain things to you, I doubt you will believe me or even hear me out.
It's not gonna change how things are like now so let's just let it be.
Get over it and things will be better for you soon, I hope.
Lastly, I'm not angry or anything.

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